Let me occupy your mind, as you do mine
I just stayed up and dreamt about the rock star I wish I was. Tim Minchin really has it all. Talented, a stable relationship, kids acceptance from the art world. Comedy, music, I just want to move people like he moves me. I wont forget seeing him, I wont forget my best friend sitting beside me. The room was silent the tears were as audible as the laughs were. “It’s not perfect, but it’s mine” I just want it to be mine. This isn’t some childish thing of wanting to be him or wanting to be out with tim minchin even though I joke. I sat up last night and sung along to Minchin imagined that I had written that stuff and that I was on stage it felt right, I miss the stage, we all need a little bit of stage. The closest thing to that I have right now is trying to entertain others around me, I do fear that people can smell the desperation of wanting to be funny. Genuinely think I have something to offer the world, just don’t know what yet.
I leave you with this short Minchin lyric of how I feel everytime I make someone laugh
"All we really want is affirmation, affirmations all we’re working towards but I don’t need your wealth accumulation you can keep it. Second encore, second encore"
Wandering about WHSmiths… there is a stand with lots of D.I.Y legal documents such as Residential Lettings, Power Of Attorney, Cohabitation Agreements etc…
The one that caught my eye was ‘Last Will and Testament’
Nothing unusual so far I hear you say….
There is sticker at the top of the pack
'Buy one get one half price'
I about died of laughter, so I would have needed one…just the one mind you ‘cause Y.O.L.O of course.
I love this lady with all my heart. Hopefully see her this weekend!! EEP